...and I really don't expect you to care. But, I just really needed to say something:
It's very hard for me to NOT think.
As in, very, very, VERY hard. Almost impossible. And no matter how much I try, I can't clear my mind. Don't try to diagnose me with ADD or ADHD or that other bs that psychologists make up just to get someone on pills. I just can't not think.
Most of the time, I'm paranoid that someone can read my thoughts and use them against me! I know that's crazy, as no one can read minds on this planet, but it's just the kind of person I am. And I kind of get sick of it. I don't want to think all the time. I just can't